Unsent messages to AMBER
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:03 pm UTC
i still think ab you each time i go out to smoke
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: July 10, 2023, 4:31 am UTC
Do you still like Shakespeare? I still think of you.
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: January 18, 2021, 3:35 pm UTC
I’m sorry for cheating. I miss Gobi. I miss your laugh, your smile. I think about you almost everyday it’s depressing. I know you’d never take me back, so here I am writing this in hopes that one day you see it.
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: January 18, 2021, 3:31 pm UTC
When you go to school up here in the fall I’ll come find you. I need to see you in person. I still love you.
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: January 18, 2021, 3:17 pm UTC
Pushing you away is my one and only regret in this world. I don’t think you even know how bad I miss you. I love you Amber.
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:41 am UTC
hey soggy toast haha! i love you a lot and i hope you know. you’re my favorite cousin & i basically don’t like anyone else. :) you’re beautiful btw. also i don’t like ur friends
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: January 10, 2021, 11:56 pm UTC
i miss you calling me bubs, our calls that lasted forever. i miss the way you’d look at me and how i was special in your eyes. i miss everything i can’t have.
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: January 10, 2021, 11:50 pm UTC
maybe it’s my fault for thinking i’d have you forever, but you really broke me because you were the first person to ever make me feel wanted. i hope he makes you happier than i could xx
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: January 10, 2021, 11:26 pm UTC
it's been two years and that whole thing still confuses the hell out of me. but it was good for my character development, so thank you
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:20 pm UTC
you’re one of the most amazing people i have ever met and i just wish you weren’t so hard on yourself. in my eyes you’re absolutely perfect.
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: January 7, 2021, 2:50 pm UTC
i'm sorry about that day. i was stressed and honestly i only thought of us as friends, nothing more. i'm sorry if i sent out mixed signals, and yeah i know you hate me and won't talk to me & i would be lying if i said that i wanted to talk to you again. honestly i felt uncomfortable with the attention you gave me sometimes. well i guess i'll see you tonight at swim whether i like it or not.
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: December 27, 2020, 3:33 pm UTC
you are the one person I actually regret losing. I was so toxic and terrible to you, I wish you knew how sorry I am
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: December 27, 2020, 6:56 am UTC
i had hoped that we wouldve had a chance together but alas, it never worked out. i hope you stay in my life forever, you're the greatest person ever. i love everything about you, your smile, your flaws, the way you type, your laugh. you're beautiful in everything you do. thank you for being in my life
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: December 21, 2020, 4:28 am UTC
i trusted you, but you hurt me. I told you everything, and you talked crap behind my back. i stayed with you because I felt bad that you had no one else. even though I have decided to move on, because being friends with you hurts me. from the bottom of my heart, I hope you are doing okay and if you ever need anything, I will always be here. remember you are loved.
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: December 20, 2020, 7:28 pm UTC
I really loved you, I thought you were my best friend. But I realized you never were. You're toxic and it hurt me. But I am better than ever now
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: December 19, 2020, 4:41 pm UTC
I wish I could tell you how I actually feel. How I feel that I just don’t love you anymore and it sucks but I don’t think you’re the one for me. I hate that you love me even though I don’t love you
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: December 16, 2020, 7:13 pm UTC
i miss you so much i hope you don't hate me and I hope one day you understand the true meaning of friendship and why it hurt when I saw you with her when you were meant to be my friend
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: December 14, 2020, 8:02 pm UTC
Not my first love, you were my best friend. Fuck u for replacing me. We were suposed to live together and die together.
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: December 13, 2020, 6:01 am UTC
we never got very far but i think i’m still in love with you. did you know you could do that to a person?
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: December 7, 2020, 8:06 am UTC
i always loved you and i'm always going to love you, but if you asked to be friends again i dont think id accept
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: December 7, 2020, 2:56 am UTC
You’re so broken and lonely desperate for any kind of attention it’s sad especially bc they just use you when they’re bored
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: December 4, 2020, 6:59 am UTC
I miss you. I miss you so much. So much more than you’ll ever think. I miss the times we had and the memories we made. I miss talking to you and watching movies with you late at night. I ruined it all and I don’t know if you’ll ever talk to me, again.
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: November 23, 2020, 9:25 pm UTC
Hey,
ummm i dont really know how to say this but i think that i love you. ive been in relationships before but this is nothing like this. i adore you. i think i finally know why they say that you get butterflies when you fall in love. i want to spend more time with you. i think you're so fucking awesome like it's unreal. FUCK
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: November 22, 2020, 10:03 am UTC
I am falling in love with you and I know you feel the same but I can’t bring myself to admitte that I like girls. It’s just to hard. I am bisexual. And I really really like you. Please don’t leave me. Stay with me and let me understand myself first. Let me love myself the I promise you I will love you back. I just need more time and I know that is a lot to ask for. I am sorry.
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: November 20, 2020, 9:28 pm UTC
When I first saw you in my college class, I knew I had to meet you. You're gorgeous and when you smile your face lights up and your eyes sparkle. I fell in love with you and everyone knows it but you...I wish i could tell you but I think you only like me as a friend
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:41 pm UTC
It's me. I hope one day you'll finally be happy with yourself. It's hard right now but for you, please do your best. you deserve to be happy
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:10 pm UTC
It's been over 2 years and I still cry over how things went. But, given the chance, I'd go back in a heartbeat and relive the pain just to be with you again.
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: November 18, 2020, 3:18 am UTC
I just want to hold you forever and I want to let you know how much you mean to me. You’re my favorite person on this planet and I don’t know what I’d do without you. Thank you for being my best friend. I wish we were more.
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: November 17, 2020, 8:59 pm UTC
i love you so much, i don’t ever want to see you happy with anyone else. you’re so cute bubba. i can’t wait to marry you.
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: November 1, 2020, 1:25 am UTC
you lied to me and then threw me away because you don’t care at all but i can’t help still loving you. i just want you to explain why you did what you did
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: September 29, 2020, 4:23 am UTC
I dont even know what it was but I enjoyed every second with you. I'll never forget the sparkle in your eyes
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: September 11, 2020, 7:30 am UTC
Stop using me please. I know you only talk to me because they won't respond, and it hurts. I'm going to try to cut you out now, even if i hurts. Bye ?
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: September 9, 2020, 10:07 pm UTC
You never knew i loved you and i don’t know how , you made me figure out who i really was , thank you
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: September 8, 2020, 10:07 am UTC
I hope you know I resent you and I resent that he chose you. And honestly, I think I’m better than you.
From: ABC
To: amber
Date: September 7, 2020, 3:43 am UTC
even though we were toxic. i still love you, i wish i never said the words i said to you. i hope you and everyone is doing okay and that you have a good school year :) im proud of you. this is my goodbye. take care.
