Lol this is a letter to me. This is a letter to myself because when I was 6, I admired you so much in the mirror. You treated yourself so well and you continue to strive to be the best that you can. I love you so much. You are so important, beautiful, and amazing. Push past the limits always and work hard. Love, be kind, and be caring. Keep in mind everything especially that Mama does for us. She loves you so much and you should do the same. Keep fighting for her. Love, Amanda.

I don't want to tell you that I'm waiting for you because I don't want you to feel that pressure. I want you to take your time.

I have so much love for you which I will never regret, but sometimes I wish I didn't love you more than what u love me

god i hate you so much. you stole him from me. ah...this hurts. you're so pretty. i look at your profile every.single.day. i think im obsessed with you. but i hate you...so why...

You made me want to live again. I don't think I had ever loved anything until I met you. I gave up so much of myself chasing you, I'm still not okay but I learned so much from you. I do not think I can ever love anyone as much as I loved you, and that is okay. I just want you to know you are the most internally beautiful person I have ever met. That even though I spiraled out of control when I lost you, the hope of meeting someone half as spectacular keeps me here. I wish you gave me closure still, but what I want more than anything is the best for your happiness even if that does not include me ever again. Just know I love you always ;(

your silence says more than any words ever could. i love you and everything you can't bring yourself to say

Me duele mucho saber, que aun que sea tu mejor amigo, no soy la primera persona a la que recurres cuando algo pasa, me duele saber que tu eres mi todo mientras yo soy solamente una parte de ti.

i'm in love with someone that you dated for literally days, but i feel like i can't move any farther with it because we are best friends and i think you'll hate me

You showed me that you never loved me. I hope all the other people were worth it when you lied through our whole relationship.

i miss you loads. it’s just hard for me right now. i want you to know that i do miss you even though i don’t show it.

I wish I could tell you how I feel. I know it would ruin our friendship, but I really, really love you.

Hi, I really miss you. I overthink a lot about you, if you're shutting me out. Please call me soon. I care about you.

i wish youd invite me to that party on saturday lol but i know i shouldnt ask u to and i dont want to seem like a lapa idk
- you probably know who i am (p)

I wish you could just see that I like you more than a friend but you would never like me back since you’re straight.

I’m your best friend, but I’m hopelessly in love with you. I’d leave anyone for you, just say the word.

I’m your best friend, but I’m hopelessly in love with you. I’d leave anyone for you, just say the word.

Hey. It's been 5 years. You still cross my mind. You seem happy, so I'm glad. I just wonder if I ever cross your mind.

ur a toxic bitch and think ur better than everyone when ur not. don’t bring other ppl down if ur not even all that xo

“crush your diaphragm” moment>>>>> over literally anything in life. I think we need more of those moments

I love you and I think I always will, maybe it’s just a special bond you get w the first person you send nudes to. but if I’m gonna be honest with you, you were probably the worst person for me to meet when we began to talk to each other, and now that we’re better we don’t connect anymore.

I know I messed up and u probably don’t want me anyone but just know I’m still here. Waiting, in case you want me one day.

ubby,

i never had the chance to fall out of love with you. you were my forever and i was your always. why did you sleep with her? why did you kiss her? what did i ever do to you? and you hate me, and i’m so sorry. i don’t know what the hell i did wrong. i miss you angel baby. i am hurting. i hate myself for wanting you back and having dreams of you nightly.
time and time again i’ll catch myself i praying that this is a dream; that you never really cheated on me. if you could take it back... would you? or are you happier with her? if you ever see this, know that i hope you’re happy. you will always hold a special place in my heart, even if we aren’t lovers anymore.

no. i didnt forget or anything. i just dont know where to go from here? but no i dont have anyone new or anything. i still love you always, thank you for all you have done for me :))

I know you feel the same way i do. We both know it. I admire you and ill always will be by your side. I adore u lover, friend

I’m sorry I said I was unsure whether I loved you or not. How could I tell between all the new feelings?

honestly, fuck you. lying ass bitch I hope you get hit by a fucking bus. it should’ve been me. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. I hate you.

I don't think I'll ever be comfortable sleeping alone after knowing what it feels like to sleep with you in my arms.

I miss your smell.

I can't even tell if I'm over you yet. I still care about you now and forever, but I don't know if you feel the same way. You never even knew how I felt about you.

i lied, i’m not over you. but i know it’s never gonna happen. i’ll have to live with that. i love you,
Ange

i love you. i should tell you more. i wish i could spend more time with you, i'm sorry i've been so preoccupied in college. i don't want to lose you.

god we were so close i miss you so much but one day u decided to end friendships with our friends and that broke us apart i miss you so much we had some really good times i just hate that you left and the only thing youve told me since is that ive changed...
-your (ex) friend who misses you dearly

I wish I could see you again, and tell you that I love you. I still think that you are the love of my life. I hope I love that way again. I hope you love that way again too.

I wish you never turned on me. I wish you would stop telling me what to do. I wish you thought about how I was feeling instead of telling everyone. I wish you could've just listened to me instead of just assuming things. I wish you at least tried to help me. I wish you could start paying attention to me.

I’m sorry things ended the way they did, you were my best friend and I lost sight of that when everything happened. I’m sorry.

Oh the way my heart smiles when I think of you. The rose lenses I wear, when I imagine a world with all the possibilities of us.

i love you. i just dont know what to feel or how to feel it right now. i haven’t forgotten about you, please dont think that. i was gonna add a song to the playlist to represent this but this is more efficient lolz?. i still love you, yh xx tbh

All those words I wrote to you yet what I meant to say was that I want you because I’m in love with you.

I wish we could go back to what we once were. You’re not mine anymore and I don’t quite know how to manage without you.

i think im in love with you. you’re one of my best friends and i always try and seek out your approval, even tho i sometimes think you hate me.

Why are you doing this to me? One moment you make me think I have a chance and then another I think you hate me. Please stop leading me on. Please just tell me if you love me the way I have loved you for the past 3 years. If you don't, then please stop leading me on. It hurts too much.

Memories keep popping up of us being best friends, sometimes I wish I could go back to that

calling you and you picking up was the best thing in the past few years and i messed it up

why are u making me question about myself

I love you, unconditionally. I will always love and accept who you are and who you become

I still wonder what it would be like if we were still friends. I’m sorry I made you feel left out.

I brushed my teeth. Love you. I can't be near you till I'm better if that happens. I'm working on it

if only i could turn back time, i would’ve hugged you more

Thanks for the memories but I never want to see you again please

i still think abt u everyday salamander

I dont know what i did for you to leave the friendship. But i wish you the best <3