Unsent messages to ALVIN

Thank you, for being my first heartbreak you're the reason i am who i am today. i'm glad you ghosted me, i am so happy nothing worked out thank you. you weren't the one and its very clear to me now.

Alvin, I'm really sorry. I know you cover up ur sadness with lols. I know you are seriously damaged on the inside. Your parents, you're friends and the person u loved but they played you. I know how sad u are even tho I never say this to you. Alvin, I'm proud I'm super duper proud. I swear.

i want to see you before you leave for university and find someone new but i dont have the guts to text you anymore.

you did so much for me.
I thought we were friends.
why did you have to ruin things?
I never thought it'd end this way.
did you even ever care?

You were my best friend and you betrayed me. I tried so hard to let you go, to forget about you and you came running back as just as I was about to let you go.