i dont know how to explain to u that ur love makes me so sad only bc i dont think anyone else will love me

i've never loved anyone the way i loved you. i wanted to be with you forever. even though i'm glad we broke up, i still miss you sometimes and i'm often reminded of you.

maybe it’s silly, maybe we were too young, but it’s been 5 years since you left me and i never got a reason why.

You were such a good friend to me. To everyone. Now all everyone does is suck up to you and they don’t want to do anything if you don’t want to do it. That’s bs.

You were my first love, and even though you broke me into someone I don’t know, I’ll always love you more.

i dont think you notice me at all. I'm just another person in our friend group that never pAsses your mind, that you don't have a Care in the world for. but if you do... just sAy hi...plz

I hope you know that I love you. I think I’m in love with you. I’m not sure. You changed my life though. You make me want to be a better person. I love you I think, more than the world I think.

i feel safe around you and i can’t say that about too many people. never change. always be you. i’m glad i met you.

why are you acting like this? what happened? it hurt what you said about me. i don’t understand how we go from really good friends to this. you’re different now. you can always reach out to me if anything is going on.

I am so scared Hudson, I am so scared of the future. What if we ruin what we have, after this we can never go back to just friends, what if I self sabbotage, what if I randomly loose feelings, what if you do. The love I have for you is greater than all the fear I have. I cannot lose you and the thing is... I don't think I will. I can't you lose you, it's me and you forever.

i miss you and i wish things were different. i want it all back but i can’t even be upset you aren’t in my life anymore. i’m beyond lucky to even have you in my life. thank you for the memories my love, and i hope we can find our way back soon.

I think I love you, I don’t know how to tell you. I want to spend all my time w you. Until I tell you fr here you go

I love you . Ever since we met I knew I liked you . I don’t think you like me back which is okay. All I want is for you to be happy . I just want you to be mine. Someone to love me unconditionally and tell me I’m beautiful when I know I don’t look good . I want to hold you . Oh how much I would pay to hold you in my arms . To kiss your soft lips . To play fight you . To hug you . To give you forehead kisses to kiss your neck. I would give anything. I could never tell you this so I’m doing this instead. I have this feeling you like me back but I don’t know for sure. I just want you . I’ll love you forever and always . Until I can tell you for real this is as close as I’ll get to telling you . I love you hudson

it was selfish of me to actually think you cared. you only listened to my problems bc you didn’t know how to deal with your own.

Thank you for loving me. I am still working on myself so I cant love you 100% yet. I promise i'll say it back one day.

If we were just "friends" why did you write the little paragraphs each morning
If you really loved me why did you leave me?

i cannot believe u were strong enough to make me fall for a guy i've never seen or touched. love? maybe... but i hope that'll I'll be able to see u one day.

do u ever look at the night sky and imagine if we were laying on a roof looking at it together? or is it just me?

sometimes, i wonder if u ever look at our texts like i do. or if u want to type something, but ur fingers just hover like mine do. i wonder if u ever imagined our first time meeting, our first date, first kiss, first embrace. first anything, an i mean even after we were done. because i do. still. to this day.

I’m so sorry I tried to force myself to love you, and I’m sorry I hurt you because of it.

ive moved on but i still think about us

a year ago today we took that picture we love and went skating. do you remember? i do.

i was supposed to come visit you today.
it feels wrong to not. i miss you.

parts of myself remind me of you. whenever i become aware of my dimples, it becomes hard to breathe.

I’ll always miss you

you deserve better don’t forget that

i wish i wanted you the first time you wanted me. everything would be different

You are the reason I get out of bed

I always wonder if you ever really loved me. I loved you.

i forgive you and i miss you. but i don't think you'll ever know

hi baby i love you so much, but i think u think im ugly cus you never compliment me

I love you even when we have hard times. I hope you love me the same way i love you.

Even though we don’t talk I still think about you all the time

i still think of us and what could’ve been if you stayed. we should’ve met when we were more mature.

i love you baby

i wonder if you can feel me loving you from a distance.

I wish I hugged you longer the last time I saw you

im rlly scared for what will happen next.

I turned down the street and saw your car the other day. I miss you.

sometimes i wonder if we are listening to a song at the same time.

do you look in her eyes and smile the way you did at me?

You are the prettiest boy in the world <3 cant wait to see you soon

im sorry for what i did to your relationship

i can’t stop thinking of u even though you’re no longer mine… u weren’t even mine to begin with

i daydream about our future. the house on the property, our dog family and everything else.

I wish I knew if you liked me. I want to tell you I like you but I am afraid you don’t like me back

You’re an angel. I’m so lucky, I love you handsome

love u boobie <3

ik we’re just friends but maybe we could be more?

when the sun is sleeping and the streets grow quiet
and im alone with the stars;
i think of you