From: ABC
To: allen
hey lol, crazy how we always thought we'd end up married with a family after high school. thank you for the memories, 4ever wishing you the best,
From: ABC
To: allen
i've gotten over you but i still look for you whenever i enter a room. it's times like these i wish i could talk to you.
From: ABC
To: allen
i like you alot but since i respect us as friends i cant tell you. i wish i could tell you but youre oblivious
From: ABC
To: allen
I’ve known you since 7th grade and somehow we keep getting pushed apart. I hope this time is different.
From: ABC
To: allen
i'm sorry i ghosted you, you didn't deserve that. i just knew if we stayed friends it would be bad, i would just be there to fill your emotional validation until you found someone else. i blocked you when i found out about you and her. it hurt me for awhile, but i've been doing really well recently. that's why i can't unblock you, i can't go back and get hurt again. you were in my dream last night and once last week, it led me to write this. i'm sorry you never got closure from me but you aren't good for me. i finally feel separate from you, it's weird. before the summer, i always thought about you and what you were doing and if you were okay, but now, i don't think about you as often. i have my own life, my own goals, my own people. it's better this way, i wish it could have worked out but it wasn't meant to be. i'm sure in an alternate universe, it did workout, i'm sure we're happy in that world, and it would be selfish of me to get to have you twice. maybe in another lifetime we'll meet in a coffee shop in a far away city. i don't know if we will ever talk again, i'm sure we will, but if we don't get to say everything; i wish you and your family the best, please continue to work hard and be ambitious.
From: ABC
To: allen
i dont know if it is love. but i do know you are in my life w/ purpose. and you matter to me so much.
From: ABC
To: allen
you act like nothing happened. like it was nothing. i dont know how you feel. i need to know. i have other people in my life waiting, but im waiting on you. your the lucky one im putting everyone on hold just for you and i still dont know how you feel. in person i love you. your so amazing. but over text you act like you dont even know me. we went from doing everything so amazing in a relationship to the next day you checking out girl while i was next to you. what is it what are you feeling i need to know. please.
From: ABC
To: allen
I think about you every day, so how can I be saved? I think about him a lot as well... maybe if he wasn't fine as hell... Your humor, your friendliness, anywhere beside you is my favorite place. I want you to notice me with no restraining order, please. I want you to care, I want to talk about Undertale.
From: ABC
To: allen
I love you so much. but I just wish you still tried. I wish we could take pictures and do all the things we used to do, I wish I could be mushy without it being weird. I wish we stayed best friends while being together but you don't feel that way anymore. it hurts and I wish you'd love me like I love you. I won't give up on us and I have hope we'll continue to prosper, I just wish you'd put in the effort to do the same.
From: ABC
To: allen
Thank you for the Goodnights and Good mornings you make my heart flutter every time l; they never get old.
From: ABC
To: allen
You’re a one of a kind person I have never met someone like you and I hope you get your happy ending even if it’s not me. You deserve to be happy that’s all I ever wanted for you
From: ABC
To: allen
i have a bf now and yet you still manage to graze my mind all the time. Sometimes i think about ending things with him cause i still have hope 4 u. And i hate you for getting in my head so bad still. Sometimes i see myself with a better future with you rather than my own boyfriend. Sometimes i really really hate you but some of me thinks i still love you and im using my bf to get over you, i cant tell il its working or not but i really hope it does.
From: ABC
To: allen
did you reply back to the messages I wrote to you on here? was it your message that i read under my name? if it was, reply back to me with this same color and idk leave a "42" somewhere in the message so i know it's you.
From: ABC
To: allen
I hate your lies and the way you treat me is terrible. it’s been three years I just want respect from the only person that makes me feel put together. I want love so bad from you in a simple but most confusing way.I can’t leave you your the only person who will love me for me and I want a life with you so bad why can’t you include me with your friends and family we’ve had all our firsts together does it mean anything to you?
From: ABC
To: allen
im sorry, i think its on my part why we fell off. I think of u nonstop, and wish I could learn everything there is to know about u. i hope everyday for another chance, since I was blind the first time. sweet dreams, allen.
From: ABC
To: allen
i guess there’s no enough reason for u to not let me go. i wish i was special
From: ABC
To: allen
you're so amazing. the way your hair and eyes glisten in the moonlight is my favorite sight to see.
From: ABC
To: allen
there’s a big piece of my heart that you own. i’d like to have it back now.
From: ABC
To: allen
I still think of you often. I will always love you. I hope you feel the same. Take care babe.
From: ABC
To: allen
I hope you find someone to love, even if it’s not me. Not a lot, just forever.
From: ABC
To: allen
I admire you sm. I want to tell you I like you, but I love our friendship!
From: ABC
To: allen
i miss your touch, ur voice, everything
i wish i met ur dad sooner
i love you. <3
From: ABC
To: allen
You made me feel so hopeful that I had found something special. But that’s not what I was to you.
From: ABC
To: allen
hey dad, i'm trans, maybe i'll tell you for real one day
i hope that you will let me be your son
From: ABC
To: allen
did you even for once regretted everything you’ve done and said to me? :)
From: ABC
To: allen
I miss you,my minion. I hope u’re happy with the girl u choose over me:)
From: ABC
To: allen
I loved you so much and I’ll miss you forever. I hope you’ll be okay, I’ll never forget you
From: ABC
To: allen
why did our paths cross, when we where never meant for each other?
From: ABC
To: allen
i needed to have respect for myself and leave, even when i still had so much love for you.
From: ABC
To: allen
I want you. The time will come when we can talk about it. For now I’ll have to fantasize in secret
From: ABC
To: allen
you derailed my life and i deserved so much better. i don’t think i have any good left to give
From: ABC
To: allen
I know we didn’t end on great terms but you will always have a piece of my heart
From: ABC
To: allen
idk why i can't unlove you, even though u alr rejected me :(
From: ABC
To: allen
you’re living your best life and i’m literally so happy for you. sometimes i wish you could j call
From: ABC
To: allen
If only you didn’t cheat. I will always love you (I hope you think of me when you see orange)
From: ABC
To: allen
Give me a sign that there is a possibility of us happening.
If not, I have to let you go
From: ABC
To: allen
i want you to be the last man i’ll be praying to the heavens for.
From: ABC
To: allen
thank u for everything, ur absence made me realize my own worth. i just wish i could’ve seen u again
From: ABC
To: allen
i know i feel this way for a reason and i know you feel it too
From: ABC
To: allen
Please don’t forget me. Please don’t forget your twin sister. Please don’t stay mad forever.
From: ABC
To: allen
i don’t know what to do with all the love i have for you now
From: ABC
To: allen
i know you will never love me the way i love u but i will always love u still.