Unsent messages to ALIYAH

i’d pick you in every life time princess

I still think about you sometimes yk. Idk if it’s the memories or you I’m holding onto though.

i hope you can remember me in the future.

I want to be with you and you don't want to be with me and that's okay. I'm happy that you're happy

i hope i'll find you in another universe where the time was right

i just want you to love me the way i love you.

Hi ali, I hope we can restart again.

i see you in all the beautiful things i’ve grown to hate.

I will never forgive you

Ever since we met I’ve felt a magnetic pull towards you and it won’t go away

im so glad we met ur so funny and such an amazing friend

i love u sm <3

do you think about me still?

i wish you would have turned out to be the person i thought you'd be. i wonder if you think about me

i like you so much, i hope you know that. I don't need you to reciprocate it, just let me love you.

do you still wear the bracelets i made for you?

wish you were here

You were perfect..you’ll always be the one that got away frm me

I love u with my whole heart. Our friendship is everything to me

I always think of you.

my dog misses you hehe

i miss you

finally i can say smt to u again, i miss you :/

i still can’t imagine being without you. after you hurt me, lied about loving me, all the times you may have just pretend. and yet i still love you.

you know this color is exactly for you so look closely at these if you think it’s about you well it is and try your best to contact me, i know you can despite the fact that i have made it hard by removing you off of you everything. it’s the end of the year very last day and it’s crazy because i remember calling you and hearing happy new years i can’t wait to go into this year with you well we cut it short and didn’t finish the year together. you’re doing you and i’m doing me i’m happy the way it is just wish we didn’t end off so badly. if you get this message reply back using one of these please.

i miss u lowkey lolz, but i dont forgive you for making me feel like shit, thanks for the trama u have caused me.

i was listening to a song that reminded me of you and it hurt so badly. i don’t think you realized how bad it hurt me when you left. i remember listening to the phone hang up and realizing that was the end of it that was closure and since then i haven’t cried that hard maybe it’s a good thing maybe it’s a bad thing but it pained me to create all these memories with someone who could give a shit less about me and do what you did. we could have had forever but you decided to leave me for someone who wasn’t half as good as i was to you. someone you used to get over me. i’m sorry i have anger in myself for you but i just will never understand why you did what you did so maybe one day you can explain it to me.

you were my second love, the first is the one when you’re just a kid, the second is the one that hurts like a mother lover. that was you, you hurt me so bad but you also taught me a lot. i don’t regret anything but i did give you things i wasn’t ready for. i beat myself up for giving you parts of me you didn’t deserve and i hate myself for that because you ended up not being the one. i gave my all and that wasn’t enough. you did the things you said you wouldn’t. you lied. i was loyal to you and i had this everlasting love for you and you could never love me the way i did you. i was angry for so long until i woke up and i just wasn’t anymore. i’m sorry we didn’t work and i’m sorry we weren’t good for each other. we were supposed to be the greatest love story but we decided to go different ways. i hope you’re happy with life and i hope you never stop chasing the day. fly away and be that butterfly you’re destined to be. i love you forever and you’ll always have a place in my heart. goodbye

stop trying so hard to be someone you can't be. you did the most. you are not okay and I know that. you are growing.learn to love yourself

I absolutely despise you. I don't understand how people think you are such a nice loving person when all you have done is been rude to me. I have done nothing to deserve such treatment yet you continue to be rude. Thank you for making me feel worthless and undeserving of friendship.

you. are the only things thats on my mind right now. I see you with your friends and your boyfriend I want that to be me geez bub I love you so damn much but ofc im a girl and you have a boyfriend and maybe I will be with you... in another life

you changed my life. i thank god for your position in my life everyday. thanks for being the best friend i always wanted. ily

I know you think I’m sorry for ghosting you, but I know that you know why I did it. I’m a lot happier now and I wish you the best life just without
Me

I hated how much i couldn’t tell you i liked you. We were both girls and i knew you were straight, but i hated keeping it all in. I hated sneaking glances at you. I hated it when we made eye contact in the halls. I hated knowing i loved you, but you didn’t feel the same.

I still love you and I dont think ill ever stop youre still the first person I look for I hope you find whatever you were looking for I wish you nothing but the best see you someday bug.

I am still so deeply in love with you and I can’t even let you know that I am. you’ve moved on anyway but I still miss you and our love. I’ll love you always though.