i was listening to a song that reminded me of you and it hurt so badly. i don’t think you realized how bad it hurt me when you left. i remember listening to the phone hang up and realizing that was the end of it that was closure and since then i haven’t cried that hard maybe it’s a good thing maybe it’s a bad thing but it pained me to create all these memories with someone who could give a shit less about me and do what you did. we could have had forever but you decided to leave me for someone who wasn’t half as good as i was to you. someone you used to get over me. i’m sorry i have anger in myself for you but i just will never understand why you did what you did so maybe one day you can explain it to me.