I do not know how to tell you that I have already fallen in love with you, I am afraid that you will reject me for not meeting your expectations, for not being so pretty, for not having the perfect body, for not being able to make you happy ...
I'm afraid that what you want is my body

Nunca quise irme
Lo siento tanto
Eso ya no importa pero quiero responderte después de tanto tiempo a esos: "¿me amas?"
Ale, sí, te amo y mucho

Los dos arruinamos las cosas, pero eso no quita que siempre te amaré. Gracias por hacerme sentir querida

I don't know if I can't get over you or the torment I endured. I wish I only had 2 failed attempts instead of 3.

This day at 12 o'clock I made the decision not to give more than I receive, if you leave it will be sad but that's ok, if you come back I don't know how I should trust again.

you always hated being called alexander... if you ever called id always come running back, always. i miss you and i hope our paths will cross once again

You aren’t my first love but you make me feel something and i haven’t felt something in a while, something about you just makes me really happy, i guess the only problem with that is that i overthink everything u send, whenever u text me my heart just gets all happy and i think about u all the time, i know we’d probably never be together because my past isn’t the best and i know you wouldn’t be able to handle me but it’s just nice to think about what it could be like in a perfect world :) you’re a really nice guy and i’m a bitch, doesn’t really mix unfortunately :( sometimes i do wonder if you like me back tho

i don't like you anymore but i'm still waiting for you to call me. hope you're having fun out there in Berlin.

you make me smile like a fool whenever i’m around you. i just wish I had enough courage to tell you that.

It’s been a few months since we’ve talked but I think about you everyday, and hope you think about me too. I can’t help but look for you everywhere I go, but I know if you’re truly mine, you’ll come back.

Well, here I write everything I'd like to tell you, but I can't, I'm still thinking about you. Te quiero

it’s not fair you promised you wouldn’t leave me behind.i love you with my whole heart and i miss you more and more everyday.
until we meet again

You hurt me the worst but I still love you. I can’t get you out of my head. Why did you leave like this?

you still live in my head. you took all of me when you left. still wish you all the happiness in the world.

you broke me in a way i didn't think was possible. you ruined my perception of love and you tainted the glasses that were once filled with hope. you filled my mind with trust issues that i still pretend aren't there. i was stupid to try to talk to you again because it only hurt me more but i realized i am ok without you. i don't need you or your validation anymore. i don't need your manipulation and need to blame other for your mistakes anymore. this is my goodbye.

Hola mejor amigo :c , se que nunca veras esto pero queria decirte que me gustas desde hace mucho tiempo , todavía no tengo el valor de decírtelo personalmente.
Pero algún día lo hare ... no se como vallas a reaccionar , tengo miedo a veces con tan solo penar eso , pero solamente quisiera que supieras que hay alguien que piensa en ti , te quiere y siempre lo hare pase lo que paso .

you promised u wouldn’t hurt me again. i let u hurt me so many times and i still love u i will always forgive u , i don’t care i will go back a million times because i really love u Alex and i don’t know how to let u go i don’t want to do please come back u were my home. a person who made me the happiest i’ve ever been.

You helped me through so much, we were so young and I should've treated you better. I'm glad I met you because you've made me a better person and I am forever sorry. I will always love you.

I loved you from day 1 of friendship....its 5 years later and your still my best friend and I still love you more than friends. You still don't know after all this time...

Te amo, y no me importa cuanto daño me hagas, siempre te amare, espero que seas feliz aunque no sea a mi lado:3

hey alex, you really were one of my favorite people that made me happy. i wish we didn’t stop talking because i really liked talking to u. i miss you.

Compartimos grandes momentos, pero la verdad si me arrepiento de las cosas que hice por ti, por complacerte a ti y no porque yo quería, te amaba tanto que no me importa que hacía con tal de verte feliz, pero nunca valoraste eso y ahora me doy cuenta que fui tan estúpida al hacer las cosas por una persona y no pensar en mí, pero gracias a eso entendí las cosas, bye bye?

Me usaste para alimentar tu ego, pero no te preocupes yo ya estaba lastimado tú solo llegaste a golpear

i miss you, more then words could ever describe. and even though you left me i have stayed and waited every single day and missed you for over a year. I still love you as much as i always have and would still give the world to you if i could. i just want you to come back so that forever could finally mean forever again and not just some stupid word u threw around. i hate myself for not being enough for you and everyday memories of you roll through and i overthink it and wonder how i could’ve done better or made you happier. Every night i am haunted by dreams of you, and every time it’s you coming back then i wake up and your still not here. why can’t you be here. though you leaving has put me through hell and back and i have gone through shit this year that has destroyed me and every time i think what if he was here, what if he could help me through this, just like you used to and how i used to help you. But i gave you all of my happiness and all of me bc i wanted you to be the person i knew you could be but then you left and i was the destroyed remains of myself that i picked apart to boost you up. so i waited, i’m still waiting. i miss you please come back. Please make my dreams come true and just call me and let’s fix us. I fixed me so i could be with you but you still never came back. and everyday i try so hard to improve myself so i can one day be enough, i just wanna be enough for you. Nobody has come close to comparing to you, everyone just seems like nobody when i think of you. so many times i could’ve tried to move on and i never could whole heartedly give anyone a chance bc i looked for you in everyone that came my way. and when one of your qualities was missing i knew they didn’t compare and they never would. so i’ll wait and i’ll keep waiting for one day. I love you forever

Quizás te tenga a mi lado como un amigo pero el sentimiento que tengo hacia ti no es eso te he amado y te sigo amando así no quiera, no he podido dejarte ir hasta ahora por más que quiero, prefiero estar a tu lado como una amiga aunque lo deteste pero al menos se como estas y como te siente. Te amo aunque para ti ya no signifique nada.

i miss you and i hope you’ve been well. i wish things happened at a later time cause maybe then we could’ve worked out. but for what it’s worth, what we had will always remain in my heart. i love you and i hope we meet again soon.

You always wore that stupid zipper jacket in this color, I wish I could hug that jacket one last time, I thought we were forever

We’re end game baby, I hope you know you mean the absolute world to me and I would do nothing to change you.

Although I decided not to think about you anymore when it was 12 o'clock this year, I can't. love you

i love you so much, dear. you’re my first real love, okay? i wish you knew how much i love you. we’re gonna get married someday alright? you’re amazing dear mwa

I think it hurts me more knowing that you knew I was in love with you yet you still choose to ignore it.

Because of all the lies you told, and all the hurt we both did to each other. I’ve learned what a healthy friendship is. I’ve learned how to stop going back to you. You got used to me always coming back to you. That I forgot how to live without you. Now I know. I hope one day we can find each other in different terms. I loved you and I loved your family. And now that they hate me because of the lies you told. I know I will never go back to you again. I hope you find love and I also hope you don’t. And eye for an eye they say. ;)

God the amount of emotion I feel towards you drives me insane, you're always on my mind to the point where- my god- its embarrassing how much I've cried. It's a funny thing to think that i jus told myself all these years that what i felt for you just wasn't there, when she came and asked if it was ok for her to date you, the shattering pain i felt was like being hit by a semi-truck. I just want to not mess it up this time, you're the only one...

The feelings I have for you, i've never felt before. I wish I had the balls to tell you what I feel about you, because I feel we can become something we've never thought of before. I want you because i love you and who you are. I choose you out of the other 7 billion people in the world.

When you say my last name wrong, it makes me smile because there could be a day that you can just say your last name instead.

Remember when I posted on my spam account about the all black chevy blazer sport I wanted. You called it "our car". I can't wait to go to the car dealership with you to get the car because we're both gonna sign it. It will be OUR car.

our memories are coming up on snap now... I cant believe its been a year since we met. I see them and it makes me sad. But i think the worse part is i dont miss you, I miss having someone. You broke me more than you know and I dont ever think id go back to you. You knew my pain and you added on to it. It hurts to see your face pop up on my snap memories and it makes me wanna take back that entire year. Sometimes I wish we never fucking met. You say you loved me, but i really dont think you knew how to love. I cant shake the feeling that you left me with. I hope you find someone and you make them happier than you ever made me. I hope you learned how to love from me. I treated you so well, and you broke me.

I tried. I asked for forgiveness, tried to be friends again hoping it would lead us back to dating, but I can tell you really have no interest in talking to me. I won't bother you anymore Alex. The last thing I want to do is annoy or bother you. If I'm wrong, text me.

I never told you how I felt, I knew there was no way you felt the same. Hugging you made me feel so safe, and holy shit did it hurt when you let me go. tongue tied by grouplove reminds me of that night

You didn't even notice when I was struggling when I was with you... and then you left me when I was at my low.

I'm sorry about everything, sorry I didn't control myself... You changed me, I miss you, too... Come home, please, I'd give everything to see you again... I went to London and you don't want to see me, no more than you made the mistakes. I will wait for you, today and always, until the end of time... Like you're one of the best treasures gave me life. Thank you for being a part of my life, of my, I hope you're having a great time with Abraham... He was a better choice than me, honey.

i liked you a lot for no reason. sometimes i still think i like you, but i wish i didn’t. i haven’t even talked to you in person

I wish we could go back to how things were in the beginning. You got bored of me so fast. How did you move on so quickly while I'm here hurting? I still love you

I never meant for things to happen the way they did. I wish I could explain things to you but you hate me.

I always say that our story is incomplete, but maybe it is done. A story that isn't finished isn't technically a story, but some stories just don't have happy endings, and I'm learning to live with that.

theres so much to say. so much to feel. im happy we got to be in each others life. i guess its time to accept the party is over. be happy and im sorry. im here, always and forever.

Do you remember when we stood in the field behind your house? I'm sorry I let go of your hand and I'm sorry I never said goodbye

Why did u do this to me? Why did u want me to end up like this? And the saddest part is that I still love you, even if you don’t anymore.

I wonder what would happen if you read all the poetry I've written about you. I went through all the phases of loving you, and you never even knew.

maybe she was convenient for you but my love for you burned and burns deeper then anything she has and will ever give you ...