Unsent messages to ADRIEN

I don’t get why you blocked me cause I was v happy to be ur friend. To me I think my cousin messed it up and if you didn’t like me why didn’t you tell me. I’m still here waiting for u to reply or at least unblock me but I know you prolly won’t see this. I wish you well and if you do find this please talk to me cause I wasn’t pretending to be different while talking to u like I do with some and if I ask hru I’d because I genuinely and truly care about how you feel. Thank you for at least saying hi and that I was cute :)

i know you will never see this but i wanted to write it anyway. i can never spit out enough apologies, ones you don’t deserve. you stomped my heart into a gutter. you couldn’t even address me. and for what? we were fine until you suddenly ghosted me, i knew your home life was bad so i assumed it was that and then andy invited me back and it seemed like things would be okay with ANYONE for the first time in ages and you all managed to kill the rest of my spirit. ive been in such a deep depression for months. i hate you all of you. no one ever even bothered to try and explain how i was even hated, you just hated me.

I love you. I’ll always love you. Forever and ever, like sideways eight. Please take care of yourself babyboy, dw about me. I love you