i know you will never see this but i wanted to write it anyway. i can never spit out enough apologies, ones you don’t deserve. you stomped my heart into a gutter. you couldn’t even address me. and for what? we were fine until you suddenly ghosted me, i knew your home life was bad so i assumed it was that and then andy invited me back and it seemed like things would be okay with ANYONE for the first time in ages and you all managed to kill the rest of my spirit. ive been in such a deep depression for months. i hate you all of you. no one ever even bothered to try and explain how i was even hated, you just hated me.