You have been slowly losing me and I'm not sure if you care enough to notice or if you're just too busy for me now. I'm not sure if I can continue. I hate feeling like this. Just waiting and hoping for a text. I don't ask for much. But I just don't feel as loved as before. I don't think I love you as much as I did before.

why do you treat me so good? were dating and i don’t understand.is it because you want my body or something?

Thanks for showing up in my life and you’ve have brought me so much happiness but I’m just scared to get attached to you cause eventually there’s going to be a ending in this chapter it will hurt one of us towards the end. Thank you....

i stopped being your friend because you deserved somebody better to help you in the situation you were in. i was a bad friend no matter how much you say i wasn't. i will always care about you, but i left you for a reason. you deserve the world and i always told you that. i hope you and your boyfriend are still together because he made you happier than i could.

Hi there. I just wanted to let you know that i love u & would do anything for u. Even if u don't do the same. U promised me u would never leave but still did. Don't worry, it's fine. I probably did something i shouldn't have done.. just now that u saved my life & changed it forever. i love u so much Adan

You made me realize that I could be loved. I miss you. We could have worked if you would have talked to me. I still love you...

I miss you more than usual tonight and idk why.. I broke up with you because the spark felt like it went away i was also in a bad place at that time but when you acted like you didnt care i ended things it made me wonder if you even cared at all. I forgive you for the arguments we’ve gotten into. All the good moments are replaying in me head tonight then the bad ones we’ve had as well. Your love language was touch and im sorry i couldn’t give that to you i truly tried to make you feel loved.

i really wanted you. so bad i almost changed everything about myself. the way i did my hair, the way i talked, even the way i thought. but it was never enough for you. you liked to see the poor girl in front of you crumble while you talked about your lovers. if only you knew how bad you truly hurt me. always leading me on when i had no chance at all. it was always the little things that you did that made my heart flutter. letting me borrow a pencil, touching my shoulder, smiling at me. thinking that out of all people you wanted me. i was sorely mistaken. but as much as i want to hate you. i can’t. you never seem to leave my mind no matter how hard i try to erase you from my memory. you just won’t leave and i blame myself for it.

Hey dude.
Yeah, this is totally unrequited. It could have gone different, and honestly, it was a lot of my fault. You weren’t ready for some heavy stuff like that and I honestly could have done better.
You’re a different person now too.
So am I. I wish we stayed consistent as friends sometimes.
But my feelings are still the same.
Maybe I just need to move forward so I can let go for real.
Ever yours, keep moving forward.

final chapter..

Be the boyfriend she deserves

I’m sorry for everything I did. I wish I could do it all over again and not lose you.

i’m so much happier now

how many more years will you leave me wondering

i’m sorry for the way things ended

i miss you and think of u every day. i told u not to come back but i’ll never want anyone else.

i'm sorry for all the stress i cause you

I’m sorry for everything I think about u all the time i love u endlessly adi red for fav color

i miss you all the time stink. you were my best friend.

im sorry i couldn’t treat you right. i hope we can both mature and come back. i miss you silly goose

Please tell me if it’s you Adan, I’ve been waiting far to long for my best friend to come back:/

i'll always love and pray for u, ur the sweetest boy ever and u have my heart forever luv

you were truly the sweetest soul. i’m still haunted by my actions from 2021. still thinking abt you.

I’m sorry my love. I really love you. I need to grow on my own. I love you my beautiful baby boy -????

I wish I could love you again but I just can’t forgive you.

i wish you still needed me, like i need you.

ur just so cool
i could talk to you forever and ever and ever

i wish you stayed

i liked you in the start. idk if u knew that or not- i tried hiding it LOL. but probably obvious

Everytime I achieve something, I think how proud you'd be of me.
P.s I did make brownies on ur bday

I like you even though I shouldn’t and have liked you since last year

you’re really easy to talk to :)

i know you liked me once, why can’t you like me again? please? another chance? i won’t mess up

Im sorry I cheated. I shouldve been better for you. my handsome boy. ily.

I still love you thank you for saving my life

ill never forgive you for how you made me feel

please don’t act like i never existed, you know the talk we had, it meant something, right?

You're an incredible person, and you deserve everything good in the world.

I miss ur laugh my big head take care

I miss you mi a amor we need to talk again

please adan

I still think about you all the time I wish we tried again, i think u will always be my person

I was so ready to start fresh again. You were imperfect, but I was so ready to love every inch of it

I love you more than anything, I wish you would come back to me and not choose wrestling over me

come back please, i miss you i yearn for you please just talk to me again please

your my best friend im sorry for falling in love with you

You made me believe in soulmates. I love you beyond words. Thank you for being my best friend.

in another universe?

i love you so much baby. always and forever. im so sorry it didn't work out between us

i love you so much still. i just wish you the would’ve felt the same for me.