Unsent messages to ABE

i’m sorry we ended things the way we did

thanks for helping me thru a breakup man. owe you one fr

i loved you so much and i never even met you.

U like someone else ik that and I dont like u like that but I want to date u but I also don't want to at all and I want to kiss u but I cant becuase I'm scared and it will ruin everything and I have been thinking this forever and its killing and Idk ehat to do. U never text me and its so fucking annoying and u say we're friends ir at least I thought we were and u care and everything but u never do anything and never help and u always sit and play ur stupid video games. The earth is always spinning and u sitting on the couch being a lazy ass is ur desicion but one day u will realize u wished that u got up and enjoyed the world and I miss u so much we never tlak so get up and do something u have always wanted to do becuase I see u hurting without u knowing and I wish there was something I could do or say and idk what to do but I just ughhh. idek what to say becuase ur an asshole for not talking to me but ur also really nice and caring and ik that ur smart. Show it.

You hurt me so much more than you think. Im over you, but the hurt and pain you caused me still lingers. just know, I'm happy now with someone who loves me unconditionally and who will do anything for me. have a nice life, abe.

honestly, i don't know if i'll ever truly get over you. you will always hold the most special place in my heart and mind. love, forever and always.

did i ever mean anything to you? or was what i thought we had simply an illusion i created with words you didn't mean?