I’m not in love with you. I don’t think you are my soulmate. None of that. But, I think about u sometimes and I see the way you treat others and your gentle demeanor and I wish u would want to hold me and talk for hours and hours. And that is fucking dumb to me because I said I didn’t like you and I know you don’t like me but I’m confused after last night and I wish I would’ve taken my chance. To at least talk to u? I dunno its just life and I don’t think I’m the best option in this game but I’m not the worst . I could just be insane though