Im not your perfect child, the one you wanted or needed for yourself. Im drowning momma, I need help. but I don't know how to tell you. Im scared you'll hate me. I want hugs, but I haven't gotten any from you in a while. Im scared momma, terrified. I want to be your happy little girl again. I want to go back home. Im tired momma. i wanna give up so bad. but I cant. i love you I miss the old us too. please don't hate me momma, please. i swear ill do better.