julian, i love you. does are big words huh?i know. but i felt it whenever i talked to you. i know things arent going to work out or go any further then this. but these few months, ive never felt so amazing ive been struggling with depression and just seeing your texts brightens my day. im so in love with you i really wish you knew how much you mean to me. than you for being my first love even when ive dated a guy before you i just didnt love them, but youre so differnt from the rest and whenever what we have going on right now ends i hope you know that i woudlnt be here with out you and that youve made my world way more brighter.