I wish I could run to your house and knock on your door and hug you and show you how much you mean to me and how much I love you because I don’t ever want you to not the in my life like you are right now, your everything to me Alex why can’t you see that ? This is absolute torture I’m so broken inside without my other half. The hole in my heart that got filled when I met you Is now even bigger that your gone and i’m not even sure if it will ever be repaired again because with you leaving you also took a lot of me with you , please take care of what you took.