Unsent Messages

Everyone says that we shouldn't be together. My friends think that your're using me and my I kind of do too, but that will never stop me from loving you. You are my everything and without you I feel like I am nothing. You make me smile and laugh and feel like I'm the most important girl in the entire world. We planned our entire future together and you said you wanted to be with me forever. But forever doesn't mean forever because we don't know how long that is so we can be together for however long, until we die; Or maybe not. We're so toxic and we're always fighting. It's like one day we're good and the next day we're bad. I want us to have a stable relationship where we can talk without arguing. Every time I say I'm going to cut you off I want to but I can't because I don't want to lose you. Your my happiness and I don't want to lose that. But even if we do stop talking, I have a feeling we'll find each other again in the future. We always come back to each other. But maybe this time we won't, and that's why I'm scared to let you go. I've never been this attached to someone before. You're the first person I think about when I wake up and you're always on my mind before I go to bed. I wish we could just run away together. I feel like all of our problems are because of everyone else. If it was just us two in the world it'd be perfect. I feel so drawn to you, like I can't let you go.