Unsent Messages

i still love you. and it hurts. why you, why not anyone else. you weren't right for me but you felt so right. but i realized that you made her feel the same way and thats when i knew that nothing was real. i didnt deserve this, why did you have to do this to me. i hate you but deep down i will always care for you. that's just how i am. i hate that i love you. i wish i could be your favorite person but i know i will never be that. fuck. you told me that you loved me. it wasnt just like a "love u" you told me you were in love with me. you said to me "i love you" you told me so many times. don't tell me that if you dont mean it. please. i will never feel the way i felt about you to anyone else. i dont think i can. i dont think i will be able to find the right person for a long time. i gave you my all. my life is so boring without you. i just want you back in it. you werent just right person wrong time. just wrong person.