to me: don't be stupid. That one wasn't to you. No, he doesn't want to talk to you and he is doing good so leave him alone. He didn't say anything about you almost dying because 1. he doesn't want to talk to you anymore and 2. That probably wasn't even him. You have no idea. Stop trying to talk to him because you are being a bitch and you don't want to hurt him. I am being serious. STOP. I know that you miss him and I know that this sucks but it will be okay. You need to let him be. That is what he wants and that is what is best. Fuck you. The world doesn't revolve around you.
From yourself with harsh love