i miss you and i hate the fact that i do and 99% of the time i hate the way you make me feel and you probably think i’m crazy because i act like i hate you and then i love you on and off everyone five fucking seconds but the truth is that i literally cannot stay away from you and i have no idea why and i hate the way i’m so attached to you even though we never dated and i can’t get the image of you smiling at me the first time you kissed me after months and i’m just scared of the fact that it’s always going to be you.