tbh i look back at that time and i just get reminded of all the bad things that happened. you really did hurt me and i realized after the fact everything i was too naive to realize. im glad that im in a better place now, but i just dont understand why even a little bit of me is still clinging on when i know i shouldnt. that wasnt a good time in my life and i hope that it doesnt stop me from anything in the future. i do wanna talk to you at times, but i know its bad for me. i still do hope that youre doing well and that you achieve all that you want in life.