Unsent Messages

on a hunch you'll be checking this: its not a thing i can control, and im so sorry i wish i could drop him and win you back, but we both know i would end up hurting you in some way er another. i really truly wish i had never met mars and we could've been smtn great. im here and always open if you need to talk to anyone ab anything, and i wont judge er anything lolz. ill miss you babes, i hope you have a really good life, i wish i could be a part of it. don't turn to any bad coping mechanisms, and you don't have to know if ur lesbian rn, er hell idk, you don't have to know ever. if zach makes you happy, go for it, if he doesn't, its not a big deal. there's always going to be a what-if when i think about you. you deserve so much good. be happy and fall in love with people and forget about me.


just got ur text. and its fair. and im sorry. there's not anything i could say to change it, because it is what it is. i wanted you to know that before we talked again. im sorry for everything, so fucking sorry, but we both know sorry wont take back what i did. i will miss you so much, and i think ab u every time i pass some girl with purple hair.

goodbye zenna.