i do need to be completely honest with you because i am still talking to mars, and ik you know that too. we both rely on each other too much, and if you and i even talk again, you should know that// idk if i can really ever cut him off. we both have an emotional attachment that i don't think can go away. and i also know you cant really trust me not to fuck him er anything, so LOL :D but yea i don't know what else to say except that's what i need to be upfront about.