jesus christ AHA god this is hard- i want you to be happy with zach, and im so sorry you have to hide this shit from ur friends. we both know its dumb, yet... aha. idk either i wanna see you too? but it? i don't want you to hide anything from ur closest people. we definitely need to have a real face to face convo, n i miss hugging u (also kisses but shhhh that's not a rn problem) and i swear to god im so so sorry, and i wish! it could! be better! but ur right idk how it would work either
