From: ABC
To: Jhohann
Date: September 26, 2020, 3:15 am UTC
I think imma break up with him, I can’t do this not with you on my mind, every sweet words, every laugh every joke every romantic thing, you pop up, I hate it, I can’t let you go idk why I still believe in you. My friends tell me you’ve probably moved on by now and don’t care and I should to but even if you’ve moved on I still 100% love you. I want to hold you and hear your voice and see you and tell you I love you, I messed up and I hate myself for it and can’t forgive myself, cuz I loved you more than I loved myself, I was crazily, truly, insanely, dangerously in love with you. Every love song every heart break song reminds me of you. I miss you a lot and I still love you, but you didn’t love me