Unsent Messages

i'm listening to love songs that remind me of you. they're making me tear up, not because i'm sad, but because i can't wait to heal and be with you again. i can't wait to tell you about the amazing things i've accomplished. i can't wait to melt in your arms the moment i fully healed. i can't wait to show you how confident i've grown. do you think you'll be proud of me? i think you will. after all, this is what was best for the both of us. i miss you. we would've been playing league or minecraft or calling right now. you would've joked around with me and we would've laughed. i would've heard you yell at orange juice or the other cats for getting all over your desk. just a few months until we go back to that, my love. i miss you. i'll always wait for you to come back to me, even if we don't date. i'm sorry for leaving you all alone for my selfish reasons. i'll make it up to you. i love you.