it sometimes seems like i take you for granted but you mean everything to me. i don't show affection like I'm supposed to because I don't want to get hurt. i don't tell you how I'm feeling because I don't want you to worry. I'm hurting but I don't want you to be the one picking up after me. these are the strongest feelings I've ever had and they scare me. I'm scared to fall in love and get hurt again.