Unsent Messages

You were never mine to begin with, but a year of falling for you in silence meant every feeling hit that much deeper. You're going to date someone now and she isn't going to be me. Sometimes I think its for the better but I also want to be yours. You are the only genuine person I've met in a really long time. I spent the past years in and out of relationships with people who used me and took all they could. You made me slow down, realize that what I can give and what I should give are separate. You helped me reflect on where I have been this last year and you've made me regret not being honest sooner. Our time isnt now, and our time might never come. I will always have a place for you when you want to come back into my life like that. I love being your friend, I love hearing your unique laugh. I love the way you say my name. I didn't have side hoes while I really liked you bc what was the point when I knew what I wanted. Clearly you didn't feel the same and that's okay. Ill see you soon one way or another, we do have mutual friends after all and have the exact same club schedule.