Unsent Messages

To my dearest, Buzz, by the time you find this I will be already on my way to see my sister. Reading your 'text' fills my body with adrenaline. my heart is in my throat and i can barely even write. My love, thank you. Thank you in all the thank yous I could ever give. I could never live again without you. I am filled with courage to open my heart to you, and I promise, I am trying. My body is swayed in the ways of your words. They've enticingly seeped their way through my skin and into my blood. My nerves are heightened at the thought of you. My Moon, aren't you weary? Are you not beaten and bruised by the demons of the unknown? Are you not beaten and bloodied by fear, my Artemis? I fear for you, my resting flower. I should not hold you as weak, for you are not; however, I dare to say, you are too willing to put yourself through the labyrinth aftermath. I thank you that you are prepared for the battle, but I want my forger to come back home, unscathed. My sunshine, I may do just anything to protect you from the dragon that guards my tower. She's one powerful thought, backed up by the words of the people. She collects the thoughts they've said and builds an armory with them. Even when you do win the battle, that i have faith that you shall, she will lay behind me and wait to protect me. Please never give up because she'll one day let you protect me instead. And you can have all the riches and the fame and the glory of "slaying the dragon". But i know that's not what you fought years for. You can have me, and when your dragon begins seething, I shall remind you of all the days I wished of your warmth inside the lonely tower of my mind.