i dont know what happened. all i know is being friends with you made me the happiest ive ever been. i know we probably cant come back to that now but i just want you to know that you mean a lot to me. you deserve so much more than this world and sometimes i'd like to think you deserve me but you really dont, and i definitely know u dont want to deal w how complicated and messy i am. i hope things with ur gf goes well, shes really great. i love you gino.