The worst part is it was never your fault. You had to do it and I had to support you. And it hurts like hell. I miss you and I miss us. Walking today, the relief overwhelmed me. The relief that i can be friends and we can get on and I don’t have to lose those months of friendship. But it’ll never feel the same. The electric shock through my heart and my giddy joy when I was with you. But I know this is how it’s meant to be. For heavens sake it wasn’t even a proper relationship. But you scared off the vultures. I love that i can still be around you and I love you as a friend. And in my heart now I’ve accepted that. I never was in love with you. But God I miss you.