there is so much i wish i could say to you. you made me feel things i didn't know were possible. i still think about you. something in the back of my head tells me to text you, but i don't. i can't. there was a part of me that hoped we got back together. that text you sent after not having talked in a long time made me happy. that was over a year ago and now all we do is look at each others social media feeds. i hope life is treating you well. sometimes i get this reoccurring thought that you were my right person at the wrong time. other times i wonder if we'll ever talk again. you'll always be my first love even though i may not be yours. bye.