From: ABC
To: Brother
Date: December 25, 2020, 2:58 am
hi, things got better and we talk again. but something still feels off. every time u do something good I cant help but thinks its u trying to redeem urself. i don't even know if u feel bad for all the things u did but I'm sorry my mind goes back to all that every time u do something nice. i feel like I'm constantly waiting for u to mess up and I'm so sorry that I cant forget about it. it was a hard time and it really wasn't even fully ur fault. we're the exact same and we just happened to clash with each other a lot. ur not a bad person and I'm not sure if that's how u see urself but I promise ur amazing. ur still self destructive and u do see everything as an attack but I'm sorry for everything that caused u to start feeling that way. if the case is that ur trying to redeem urself u don't have to. you already do so much for me. i love you and I'm happy things are getting better. ill try to change the way I think. thank you, I love you and I'm sorry for not being able to say it.