I'll never understand why you left me in the situation i was in, i understood you had to get your life on track, but does that mean sacrifising mine?

Nothing would make me happier than seeing you happy and succesful. Please don’t give up on you and your son.

why did you leave me at my lowest and then question me at my highest? is this your way of saying sorry?

hi, things got better and we talk again. but something still feels off. every time u do something good I cant help but thinks its u trying to redeem urself. i don't even know if u feel bad for all the things u did but I'm sorry my mind goes back to all that every time u do something nice. i feel like I'm constantly waiting for u to mess up and I'm so sorry that I cant forget about it. it was a hard time and it really wasn't even fully ur fault. we're the exact same and we just happened to clash with each other a lot. ur not a bad person and I'm not sure if that's how u see urself but I promise ur amazing. ur still self destructive and u do see everything as an attack but I'm sorry for everything that caused u to start feeling that way. if the case is that ur trying to redeem urself u don't have to. you already do so much for me. i love you and I'm happy things are getting better. ill try to change the way I think. thank you, I love you and I'm sorry for not being able to say it.

Im sorry but I was the one that ate your hot pocket. I didnt mean to break your heart but that hot pocket was good. Its gone now. in my tummy wommy hehe.

I wish your looking at me from up there

i hope our relationship never changes and we stay close forever

I wish you stayed when I needed you the most. But you're also a human living your first life.

im here if u need me, pls talk to me when something is not okay.. love u sm

I just wanted to be your sister but you had to use me when I was most vulnerable and naive.

you’ve changed me for the worse, but i’d rather it be you than anyone else.

Its not fair to me nor you that that man took your life Im starting to like blue more and more now

im worried about you

as a sister i forgive you but as another human i cant ever forgive you for what u did.

I still miss you fly high buddy

i wish you chose your family over your addictions

I know we have a big age gap but you could hv at least hang out me once a yr i feel like an only kid

i will always cherish what we have.

You kissed my forehead. Why did you have to go?

I don’t know why I can’t love you