why do you play with my feelings like that? you come back to tell me things that make me think you want me and then just go back to ghosting me for a while. i know you're not that naive and i know you know how much its hurting me. ive tried to talk to you about it but you always find a way to get yourself out of it. its so emotionally draining, you know? you come to me and play our songs, tell me that we've always had this connection that nobody else had. how could you say those things expect me to forget about you? please stop, allow me to move on. i love you so much still and trust me im trying, but youre not helping. i miss you, but fuck you.
