Unsent Messages

i miss seeing your name pop up on my phone, asking if i slept okay or if i wanted to play a game. you always sent me pictures of your cats, selfies or of your feet. it sounds weird to other people but for some reason i thought it was cute and funny. it makes me happy knowing that you were awkwardly comfortable showing me your toes on the daily. i miss the inappropriate jokes we would make, the i love you's, the good morning's, the "goodnight sweet dreams i love you." i miss our conversations. you were and will forever be my person, even if im not yours :'))) i've said this to you before, but you really taught me how to love and how i deserved to be loved. you treated me better than anyone and always tried to put me first. i understand life got in the way and eventually we would need to go our separate ways to come back stronger than ever, but if your feelings fade, then that's okay :)) it'll hurt me to see you happy with someone else, but i've always wanted the best for you, even if it isn't me. i'll always be happy for you and i'll support you no matter what. you're extremely special to me. i love you.