there are times where i look back at the memories and the time we spent together. i try to ignore the bad aspects but i think the best moments were when we bounced back from a fight, spending the day talking about random things and ending it by playing video games together and calling for hours. you were my first love, basically my first everything, but i wasn't ready for you. you were the right person who came at the wrong time. i want to believe that maybe one day we'll have a chance to be together again, but all i can do now is hope that we can still stay close like we were for the past 8 years. i miss you, but i have to heal. i love you :)