Unsent Messages

I’m swiping through tinder to find someone new but tbh it’s you I’m looking for. I know that’s never going to happen and you’re gonna be with her forever and eventually forget what my voice sounds like or how you smiled when we were together. do what’s best for you, I hope you don’t hide from your own feelings in the future. I’m really trying to be happy for you, I really am but I can’t help hoping that you’ll come back to me. I know in that case - that's never going to occur in the first place - I’d take you back. after all the shit you put me through, even though you hurt me on so many levels, I’d still fall in love with you. one year later and I’m still missing the wrinkles under your eyes that showed when you smiled. sometimes I randomly remember what your skin felt like and then I start crying. eventually I’ll get over you, I need to.