From: ABC
To: mom&dad
Date: September 24, 2020, 8:45 am
when i was younger u were the things i wished to never become, i promised to myself i wouldnt become an alcoholic, to never drink... yet here we are, im not an alcoholic but i do believe im on that path. i know what u put us thru and the pain i felt throughout my turbulent childhood i dont want my future kids to feel that, yet i dont know if i had the strength, mom ik u say things bc ur projecting but sometimes it still hurts, i wish i wasnt this sensitive, dad ik it hurts u to see me like this but idk what to say i wish i could show u my love but i cant. our love isnt like that, but i really do love u sm even after everything, ur my dad above all else, i love u. so much. i love u both. why am i crying while typing this. when i sober up i hope i don’t remember this bc ik ill cringe reading this.
i love u.