Unsent Messages

i’m sorry i feel bad because it might’ve come across wrong. i’m probably just overthinking this a lot because you probably didn’t even find it, please let me know if you did. i didn’t mean to say i felt stupid opening up because now you know all these things i don’t trust you with, that’s not true. i do trust you. i feel silly for opening up because i should’ve waited longer because it brought me a lot closer to you and it would’ve made breaking up easier if you weren’t my home to talk to about hard stuff sometimes. it was nothing against you, just me beating myself for opening up and being vulnerable, i also felt stupid because maybe that was why we ended and if i never wouldn’t opened up maybe it wouldn’t of ended so maybe that’s where the feeling stupid came from, i’m not sure. but i also think it was good i opened up. idk i’m just on an overthinking spiral. but anyways now i’m just ranting. i just didn’t mean for any of that to come off bad it was nothing against you it was just me beating myself up telling myself i should’ve waited longer. i’m sorry if it came across bad, i’m overthinking that you saw it and it hurt you, you probably didn’t see it though but just in case. i’m sorry if it sounded mean at all