Unsent Messages

hi, i know today isnt the best for you like at all and i am so sorry for that. I know that i couldnt do a lot to help you and you cant really do much to help it either and that sucks total #ass. but i know that ur strong guy and can do it. youve got your friends and your parents and me :) and ik that probably is overused and stuff but idk youll always have me and im here for you whenever. all the time whenever you need me im here and i know that i cant physically be with you all the time but you can always text me or call me whenever you need. I will always be here for you ill always have your back no matter what happens im with you. look i know that some stuff happens that isnt good at all but im here to stay with you. im in this relationship for good. we need to be ready for the good and bad days and the days we fight and the days we criticize one another but im here for it. there is nothing that you could do that would make me not love you anymore. there is not a single thing on this earth that would make me hate you or not want to be with you. joseph i want you to know how important you are to me and how special you make me feel and how loved and cared for i feel when im with you. when im with you i still get butterflies in my stomach because im so excited to be with you. just like the first day we met when you were wearing your green and blue glasses that you hated. i remember how akward and sweaty i was. and i remeber when you asked me to be your girlfriend. you had me scared for a second i really thought that you were gonna be calling someone else but then i got that call and you asked me to be your girlfriend and those really sucky pictures we took because we had to stay kinda far away. but on the second time we met was when we had our first kiss together. that was so awkward all the times i went in and didnt kiss you cos i didnt wanna mess it up. so i know today is a really tough day and i dont mean to make it worse i just want you to be okay you know it makes me sad when your hurting because youre mine and youre my everything and i cant just drive to your house and give you a hug. i love you with my whole heart you mean the world to me. i hope tomorrow is a better day. i love you.