Unsent Messages

hey it’s been a while and i miss you , i know i shouldn’t but i do and it sucks that i do because i want to let you go but i can . my family loves and misses you and so do i , i miss the way you smiled at me when i would wake up from a nap , i miss your family . i love seeing you happy and smiling but i know it’s not me who makes you happy anymore , please treat her the way you treated me . i saw you fall out of love with me but for the longest time i didn’t want to say anything because i didn’t want us end . little did i know either way we ended and i always have love for you , you have a special place in my heart and it sucks that i keep holding onto you but a part of me still has hope but i don’t know if there ever will be another chance because you look happier than you were when you were with me . i will always love you the same way i’ve held onto you for so long but you’ve moved on , i’m trying to but nothing i do works because you made me feel different , you made me feel like i was the only girl in the world , you made me feel like no matter what i looked like even if i woke up you still admired me . i haven’t been able to find that love since you left but i’m trying i really am . you seem to be at your happiest and that’s why i keep my distance but i do look back at our messages and our pictures because in the end as much as i wanna let you go i know i can’t . you said it was a right person wrong timing and i’m waiting for our times to come but as if right now i am always here for you and i always have and always will love you no matter what . thank you for everything for the tears , the love , the hope , and thank you for for time . i love you forever j