Unsent Messages

I don’t get how u could do that I rlly don’t, u hurt me badly. I never tell people that I like them, but when u said it to me I knew I felt the same. I don’t what it was but I was drawn to you and your company. I now realise most of what I loved about u was pure fantasy and in my head. But those moments up sat by u watching the sunsets where it all stemmed from. I just don’t understand what changed? why was I not good enough? Why did u say u missed me if the whole time u knew u wanted to be with her? And why couldn’t you just be straight up with me and tell me, instead of giving me something false. You really hurt me and while I stay sad over u, you’ve already become official with her despite saying u didn’t want to commit to anyone. It jus makes me feel awful, what did she have that I didn’t? What changed? what did I do to Change your opinion of me? I should’ve known when she was on the best friend list but it jus hurt that u could lie to my face and say u liked me when u jus wanted to mess with me. It’s just such a cruel thing to do, you knew I would get attached once you’d said that. The saddest thing is I still miss u and I know if u wanted to see me I would come.