what even are we? one minute you love me, the next you wanna fuck me, then you hate me. one minute we're friends the next we're enemies. stop this madness. i can't take it. you want me to kill myself, but when i say i will you get mad. as if you hadn't said anything. what do you want from me. you choose everyone over me. but when i hang out with someone other than you, i'm the worst friend ever. pick a struggle ffs. i hate this. i hate that i love you. i wish i could let go of you.