i’m sorry i wasn’t patient with you. i hate every bit of this. i’m going to change too. i hope you still love me, i hope you’ll still call. i want this back - i want you back. i’m realizing i’m not ready to give up. i want to fix this. i know i need to change some things too and i will, i promise. we can grow together. i’m sorry. i’m so sorry. i wish you were next to me. i promise i’ll stop sending in stuff now, i only write it because i want you to see it. and if you do, i miss you. i love you. call me when you’re ready, i’ll be waiting and i’ll be changing for the better.
i’m here always.