I feel like there was something there. I feel like there was potential. And I'll kick myself forever for joking about the videos you sent me. I wasn't ready to face the truth, face that anything was real. But I'll remember every word. Every moment. I'm doing better. I have a new crush! But he isn't you, and he never will be. I hope I won't be thinking about you years down the line. I don't know if I could live like that.
Still, I love you.
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