From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:18 am
it’s hard to hate you, i wish i could hate you. i wish never liked you in the first place. but i did and i think i still do. i’ll always be there for you no matter how much pain it causes me. i wish you would have noticed me and how much i loved you. but you just looked away like i was nothing. i cried for months over you. you sent me mixed signals and now we’re friends and we pretend all of it never happened. but every time i see your stupidly cute i’m reminded of it. i love your smile and your voice and the way we tease each other. i can tell when you’re sad and i can tell when you’re happy. i love when you play your guitar. and when you had girl problems i was the one helping you no matter how much it hurt but i just wanted you to be happy. why couldn’t you be happy with me?