Hey gabi. I've been feeling crooked for a while now. My head is going crazy. I'm not used to feeling the same way. I clearly didn't think it was going to hit me the same way what happened and since you told me to tell you about it, well that's what I'm doing. It's been a long time since I've experienced direct rejection (don't feel bad, it's okay, that's life, you don't decide that). I guess I'm the one who has to do my part to think about it but it's hard.