Unsent Messages

Hi,
I know you probably won’t see this, but the idea of there being a slight chance of you seeing this makes me want to write to you. Marin if you see this I want you to know how much I miss talking to you. I must admit on some occasions, I have to actually stop myself from texting you because I know how much it would hurt me. We stopped talking because I perhaps knew our « thing » was going nowhere. I mean you were literally my neighbour, yet we had never once spoken irl. I tried being honest with myself, so I let go. Now that I think about it we should probably have talked it out, but it’s hard. I think you’re the only guy that I actually liked past the platonic attraction. You had a good personality, a good heart and most importantly the best music taste ;). I just wish we could have met, just once. However I live by this rule; if they wanted to they would’ve. I know, maybe you might have been shy but we’d been talking for like 6 months. It was an insatiable situation. In any case you were going to boarding school, I was staying in London, there was no point, we were going to go our separate ways, and no matter how I feel/felt about you, I have to accept that. I think this goes without saying, I miss you, so much, even just talking to you everyday, it made me feel okay, happy perhaps. You’ll know this is about you once you’ve read this far, so, if you are reading this, text me. I might not reply immediately but I want you to know that I do miss you, no matter what happened. I miss you.
Your neighbour