From: ABC
To: Koda
Date: December 13, 2020, 1:36 am
What happened lol? I miss talking to you so much. I don’t know what I did wrong but I really wish I knew so we could go back to normal. I always knew this was going to happen because it always does but I don’t know I thought you were different for once. I got my hopes up for no reason and now I’m left here wondering where I went wrong. You always made me so happy. I really need that happiness right now. I’m struggling and the chats we used to have kept me sane. But now I have no one and nothing. You made so many promises and told me so many lies even though you’re the one who said lying is a deal breaker. Looks who’s the fucking liar. Why the fuck would you do this? I don’t understand. I told you about other guys and how it always ends and you said it’d be different. I really believed you. I’m sorry I keep randomly texting you but I need to. I just can’t do it anymore. Can we at least still go to nyc please? I need something to look forward to, something to be alive for. Right now I’m just existing but with you I was living. Please come back luv :/